So much more is going on in the inner world than in the mere physical occurrences of our movements, speech, possessions and habits.
I've wasted so much time on these, and have wasted my energies on fruitless things. Socializing, entertainment, physical fitness....these are but ornaments that accentuate existence and make living life more enjoyable. Academics....you are doing nothing but increasing tools for the task, not doing the task itself.
The hardest thing is to actually invest in the important things. Something always seems to interfere as you navigate and try to find the best balance to harmonize your existence.
I've been fairly nocturnal the past few days, staying up until 4 or 5 AM, tonight might be later....but it strangely enough has given me energy and more strength within its solitude.... the only thing missing these days is a personal space to be creative, which I realize I need very badly...perhaps this is something I will have to remedy when I return from China.
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