Is there really satisfaction, or only temporary distraction?
Is it ok to be wholly unsatisfied with the universe as it is?
Everything you want becomes dust as it slips through your fingers and fades into a thin shell of the potential you once thought.
Even as good things come, they seem to not be good enough. In fact, the "is".... existence itself seems pale and thin. Unconvincing.
You suddenly come to yourself as you are watching TV or playing video games.... or as fantasize for the 100th time about why if you just had someone or something more you'd get satisfaction. You realize it's entirely untrue, and then you are once again face to face with nothing but....well...
you.
I live for God because there is really nothing else to live for that will not become dust when I finally touch it. It's the only hope for the relationship that will possibly not end in disappointment when it actualizes in its fullness.
It's the only promise that seems to make me want to continue.
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I could go for something less than 4000, maybe even 4500. You know of something?
=D your posts recently have been quite uplifting